Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Reunion

Every December 28th a group of about 50 middle-aged geezers, a few of them now slouching past middle age, meet at a friend’s house to catch up on life. Thirty years ago the geezers were just hippies, and they all lived together in what passes for the ghetto in Columbus, Ohio. They bought a handful of houses on 17th Avenue, crammed husbands and wives and kids and single folks together, along with homeless people off the street and cats and dogs and goats, shared their stuff, pooled their incomes, and set up shop as an official New Testament Church, living in community, guaranteed to get it right this time, correcting the errors of 2,000 years of church history, ministering to the poor and needy, focusing on loving one another and the world around them. I was one of those folks, and spent eight years in their midst. I met my wife in that ghetto. The best man and ushers at my wedding all came from those motley crusaders.

Thirty years later, it’s evident that they got it wrong. And thirty years later, given the sizable turnout that will show up at my friend’s tonight, and given the fact that many of these people will travel great distances to be there, it’s evident that they got a lot right.

It was a silly, naïve notion. “Stupid,” as my friend Jeff told me a couple weeks ago over lunch. Jeff and his family are now firmly established in a nice denominational church. He wears a suit on Sunday mornings, and his hair is short, and he prides himself on being part of a long and vital church tradition. “I look back on those ‘Let’s all hold hands and be the church’ days with some embarrassment,” he tells me.

And I understand. I recall the interminable wrangling over every theological issue imaginable, the need to re-invent every single doctrinal stance and claim it as our own, the inevitable hubris that accompanies any attempt to be “the New Testament Church,” and the underlying disdain for all the poor brothers and sisters who have had it wrong for lo these two millennia. It’s not a shining legacy. And it wasn’t all peace and love. Some of the naïve hippies got robbed at gunpoint; a couple of the women got raped. Camp’s Carryout, across the street from the first apartment I shared with my wife, was held up almost every Saturday night.

It turned out to be a pretty lousy place to raise a family. And the naïve hippies grew up and got married and started having kids, and they figured out pretty quickly that toddlers and crack dealers on street corners weren’t the best combination. One by one, they left. Why? Because they could. Because they had the education and the job skills and the wherewithal to abandon the sinking ship. Four families pulled up stakes and moved out to the country, where to this day they’re still living in community and raising goats and growing grapes for wine. Everybody else scattered, some across the country, some to the relative comfort and safety of Columbus suburbia. The irony isn’t lost on me when I realize that from that tiny house church a suburban megachurch of 7,500 people emerged, and that the massive parking lot is filled with SUVs and minivans. Old hippies never die. They just become Republicans, and put W stickers on the back bumpers of their Beamers.

And so I wonder about the legacy. Is my friend Jeff right? Was it all for naught? Was it all just a silly, idealistic, misty vision that faded once people grew up and got some sense? Did we dabble in radicalism, only to become dreaded Average Americans?

Maybe. But I don’t think so. The fifty people who will show up tonight tell me No. They are doctors, lawyers, professors, engineers, along with those who have never been able to hold down a steady job, and those who have suffered from debilitating mental illness, and those who have lost their marriages, and those who have watched their children walk away from everything good and important and choose addiction and enslavement. Life has a way of battering the shit out of you, even if you are the incarnation of the New Testament Church.

Every one of them will be on equal footing. They will be greeted warmly. They will laugh and remember together. They will be cherished as people who shared a common life together, as friends and brothers and sisters in perhaps the best and most inclusive sense. I would like to think that this is something different from Average America.

I look forward to this time, as I do every year. And I feel challenged, as I do every year, to work through what our common vision now means in middle age, in the midst of a successful career. I desire and pray for the generosity of spirit that characterized those turbulent, wonderful years.

7 comments:

scott woods said...

Wow, what a powerful testimony.
Be well!

Mark K said...

Wow. Thirty years ago I was doing about the same thing on 16th Ave.

I think there is value in scrapping everything and starting over. One of our slogans was, "systems not institutions." Systems being used to meet needs and institutions existing just to exist because they always have.

We went through the obligitory debates: What is the local church? What about spiritual gifts? How should church discipline be done? Etc., etc., etc.

I think every generation or 2 of the church should re-examine themselves, not because Christian truth changes but because culture changes. Are we allowing the culture of a generation or 2 or 3 or ... ago to be a barrier to the gospel? This is hard for me now because I'm a modern man in a post modern world.

Was all this "Stupid?" No. Naive? Yes. Valuable? Yes.

I think a big mistake we made was to easily reject the opinions of other Christians past and present. The history of the church is full of successes and failures - which are worth understanding and appling to our current situation.

Making mistakes is one of the best ways to learn. The hard part is avoiding fatal errors.

One of the things I like about Vineyard is the willingness to steal from and respect other traditions. If we do this carefully, we can avoid failures and gain successes from the experience of other Christians as we try to ensure there are minimal cultural barriers to the gospel.

Andy Whitman said...

Mark, I think there are some amazing and instructive comparisons between VCC and Fish House. They have common roots (an OSU Bible study led by Hal Lindsey, as I recall) and parallel histories in many ways, and both have evolved into non-denominational megachurches in the burbs.

I spent many an evening listening to the Fish House Fellowship band, both at the Fish House, and in their many gigs at places like The Bluegrass Palace on Parsons Ave., The Yellow Deli in Mansfield, etc. And my sister and brother-in-law (Mark and Libby Verber; do you know them?) were members and leaders at FH for many years.

Of course, our mothership church wasn't The Vineyard back then. The Vineyard didn't exist. It was just University Fellowship, then Grace Covenant Church, both fancy names for longhairs hanging out and strumming guitars in living rooms.

I always appreciated the Fish House. Good teaching, good folks, and one hell of a great bluegrass band. I still listen to that stuff (vinyl, no less), and still love it.

Mark K said...

If you look at the back of the first Fish House Fellowship Band album cover, you'll see I've got a "thank you" credit. I performed on the album, I rocked in a rocking chair for the intro to one of the songs.

I know who Mark Verber is but I just barely knew him.

jessezgirl said...

Mr. Whitman, your words and this true story have moved my heart. i doubt that i have the eloquence to express how this entry has touched me.as one who considers this her heritage,
i thank you!
Lisa H.

Chris said...

Andy --

thanks for sharing...

i'd love to talk to you more sometime about your experiences.

I've been involved with a couple of similar groups (and am involved with one now...) I'd like to think we're not too idealistic, but it's certainly part of who we are, and it would be good for us to get some perspective on the ways such communities go wrong...

peace,
chris smith
indianapolis
ccsmith [at] gmail [dot] com

Andy Whitman said...

Hi Chris. I inadvertently deleted your email, but I'll be happy to talk with you about community. Send another message to whitmana (at) hotmail (dot) com with you contact information and I'll pass along mine as well.